I haven't mentioned Pambo a whole lot lately because, frankly, things have not been going so well for her since around December. The Trigeminal Neuralgia kicked back in with full force. She hasn't even been able to leave the house most days. Fortunately, when she is able she has been working from home but even that is usually not been in full day increments in several weeks. It has again gotten to the point where something has to give.
Her doctor, Dr. Casey, from the previous surgery was able to persuade our insurance company to approve him to perform a different surgical effort to control her pain. This one is called Motor Cortex Stimulation. It was an option we briefly considered the first time, but it is much more involved than the Micro Vascular Decompression surgery which is considered to be a standard treatment for this condition, so we elected to stick this one in our pocket for later "just in case". Basically, the principle behind this one is that they will open a different section of her skull and implant some electrodes which will deliver shocks to the Trigeminal Nerve to try to disrupt the pain signals that it is sending out. These electrodes are connected to a pacemaker like control device that is implanted somewhere by the collar bone in a separate surgery once the electrodes are set to the proper frequency. As you can imagine, there is a bit more extensive of a hospital stay with this option... there is approximately a 5 day time span between the first and second surgeries in order for the initial headache to clear from the first surgery and for the control device to be properly tuned.
Unfortunately, I will not be able to tag along on this trip. I knew that she was working with her doctors to get this approved but we had no idea that it would be approved and scheduled this quickly. She just got word of the approval on Friday and was told that her surgery is scheduled for Thursday. She will be leaving in the morning (Tuesday) for the trip up there. Richard is going to give me updates as to how she is doing as he can, so I will in turn let you guys know how it is going.
Please say a prayer or think positive thoughts for her as your personal belief structure allows.
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I will definitely keep her in my prayers Mema, and thank you for keeping us updated.
You know, as I've gotten older I so rarely feel 100%. It seems like something is always making me ache or just feel under the weather. Often I think to myself "Can't I just have a stretch where NOTHING is bothering me"
Knowing what Pambo goes through really puts into perspective how minor those things are. I can't imagine how she has managed to put up with this as long as she has AND keep her sense of humor and a positive attitude to boot!
I'm sure it has something to do with having good people like you and Richard around her.
I really hope this surgery can give her some permanent relief.
I am thinking of you guys and keeping you in my prayers. If I could I would send a Big Ole Gay ray of sunshine because it brightens everything
I agree with Riggs. I rarely feell 100% anymore but thats about to change. I will quit smoking by july and am making some changes that I think will be for the better
Just got word from Richard that Pambo is out of surgery and in the recovery area. Dr. Casey said it went well, but she is currently in a lot of pain which is to be expected... he did just knock a 3 inch hole in the right side of her skull. On the up side, she is really not worried about the pain from the TN on the left side at this time. That, I would suppose, will kick back in later this evening.
Richard hasn't been back to talk to her yet, but that will be coming shortly.
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Haven't heard anything new yet today, but I need to log into FB and Twitter. As of last night, Richard told me that they were going to start tuning the device this morning. Kind of a surprise to me that they wouldn't give the headache a day to clear, but oh well. He also sent me a picture of her. It was totally the "F.U. I'M IN PAIN" face.
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I just checked Twitter and Richard says that they hooked up the stimulator unit this morning. At this point, the wires for that are actually protruding from her head. The plan is to tweak it every 2 hours until midnight. Last night was kind of a rough night with the pain and nausea from the surgery, but she did manage to get some broken sleep.
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Chatting with Pambo right now via Twitter. She says she is feeling somewhat better but they are still adjusting the settings on the stimulator unit. She actually got amused by my "Tune in Tokyo" comment about the wires sticking out of her head. Not sure how much longer the tuning process will take, but at least it is in process and starting to help.
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"Tell me, does it move you, Does it soothe you, Does it fill your heart and soul with the roots of rock & roll? When you can't get through it you can listen to it with a 'na na na na', Well I've been there before" -"Been There Before" by Hanson
Will do! The latest off of Twitter is that she has been released from the hospital. I guess they got her all tuned in and implanted. Can't wait til she gets home so I can go see her.
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I woke up at 4:30 this morning with a good headache going. I got up, took some Excedrin and watched the clock as I knew it would take about 20 minutes for the drugs to start working. As I was lying there feeling sorry for myself, I thought: "Pambo feels like this all the time, that's gotta suck"
I feel so bad for her because I can only sort of imagine what the pain must be like. Its not even truly a "headache". When it first started out years ago, the way she described it was that it felt like someone was inside her skull poking her in the back of the eyeball with an icepick. Since then it has morphed into a variety of other pains in other locations as well, but the eye thing has been consistent.
Having personally experienced nerve pain, I know how excruciating it can be. While my leg was healing after the car accident, I had a couple nerve spasms that were bad enough that I actually blacked out from them. I cannot fathom what it would be like to feel that all the time.
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She just sent a Tweet saying tomorrow and Wednesday they will be analyzing the results from the testing, figuring out which setting worked best, then implanting the control device.
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