You know, I have a little time in the mornings before I run to the hospital, and a little time in the evenings too.
I have wanted to stop on the air and chat, but the truth is there's a very guilty feeling when I do. It seems so trivial to me right now. When I do talk I usually enjoy myself, and then I feel guilt for enjoying myself while my father is in such critical condition.
I know that's probably stupid, but it's how I feel.
Anyway, I've seen JD's posts and we're both very concerned about what's going on. I'm hoping to clear the afternoon this Sunday and maybe get him in here for his Jazz show and Underground 80's. It would be nice to have a "normal" Sunday evening. Of course, it all depends on how my Dad is on that day.
I'm off the hospital now, I'll talk to you all later.
PS. I have a few Private Messages waiting, to whomever sent them, PLEASE don't be offended if I don't reply, I'll be reading them, but I really need to get running this morning.
It's not stupid at all to feel that way. You, my friend, are dealing with one of the worst things one ever has to endure. Take care, and don't feel bad at all for letting a few things slide in favor of spending what time you can with your dad. Peace be with you and your family.
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That which does not kill me postpones the inevitable.
