At 4:54 PM today my father lost his battle with cancer.
After 12 days in the hospital his body could take no more and he simply stopped breathing.
My Mother, my sister Erica and myself were all holding onto him at the time of his death. For the last 12 hours we were constantly with him. We each took the time to individually thank him for the pleasure he has brought us over our the span of our lives, and to say goodbye. We let him know it was okay to let go.
Right now I am numb, and I seem to have no tears left to cry. I feel as if I am in the middle of a dream I can't wake up from. I have accepted my fathers passing, but the hole I feel in my heart is unbeleivable.
I once again want to tell you all how much your thoughts and prayers have meant to me. The small little family we have formed here is amazing. I'm so proud of every one of you, for the tolerance and compassion you all show. I still find it hard to believe we have so many members and so few problems.
All that REALLY matters in life is Family and Friends. I've been blessed with the best of both.
THANK YOU! AND GOD BLESS YOU ALL!
I'll still be MIA for the next few days. But I will return, and we will return this station to it's former self.