you know, isn't that something you'd maybe expect of a punk 19 yr old and not someone in their 40's? Aren't drugs a bit immature at that point?
I think the same thing. You would be surprised at people in their late 30s and 40s still doing them. And some of them are proud of the drugs they have done over the years. Why? What does that prove? And you wonder why things are so hard for you, you have a lousy job and you look like you have done nothing with your life. Duh.
__________________
Stop trying to be what you see. Be what you ought to be.